Serendipitous my travels throughout time....

I feel like such a crackhead.

Its been my birthday for about an hour and a half and already shit is going downhill.....

I'm one for two! And I'm not really super dark or anything...hmmm.

No just kidding. This is pure foolishness, thank you.

But yes I AM a Libra for real and my bday is on Monday. I want a martini set, some converse shoes, and some head. Not in that order.

Bye.

Big changes, baby. Big motherfucking changes.

You know, sometimes I wish I had a penis so I could have a free pass to treat people like shit.

Gah, I'm about to be a butch lesbian. And a mean, hairy, angry stereotypical one at that.

Build your own Blingee



I think I may just be in love with Blingee.com

Now that I have discovered it, I can die happy.

Ok. So I'm...back? I guess you could call it that?

I've been without a computer for two of the longest weeks EVER and I feel like I've missed a whole lot of shit. I probably have.

Also I've been without Anytime Minutes as well so I haven't really been calling/picking up the phone.

Plus, I 've been depressed and when your depressed (at least when I'M depressed) you don't want to talk to fucking anybody. So there it goes. Lack of internet + Lack of Minutes + Alienation= The reason no one has really spoken to me or seen me this summer.

Either that or I hate you.

This is my last time promoting my jewelry and shit on here. Well, for now anyway. I just wanted to let you all know that I have a separate LJ username for my crafts and whatnot and if anyone wanted to add it, I would appreciate it. bellastuff.


That is all.

I sell jewelry and soap whatnot now. All homemade. Be my friend and support me!

Etsy Shop

Yay! So its been confirmed that some of yall are on here. Great. I know you guys wanted pics of the kitties so here's a few:

( Meow! )

Warning: These pics are fucking huuuuuuuuge!

Is anyone on here anymore? Like for real?

I had a really long period where I never got on LJ b/c I didn't have the internet and now that I have it, no one is ever on. I spend most of my time community lurking.

I'm not going to post any new shit about my life if no one is here to read it. I'll still read you guy's shit when its posted (I see ya Pink!), but yeah...is anyone out there?

I got a new kitty. His name is Ace. I still have the old transgender kitty however.

Bye.

im poor. not broke. but straight up poor. i either need a new job or I will have to start trickin. thats just the way it be sometimes.

You know, ever since my fathers passing, I've been really fucked up about death. I worry constantly about the people around me because I always fear that something is going to happen to them.

This month, two people have passed away. My uncle James who was quite old and sick, and my friend's mom who was quite young. Its fucked up because these people both reached out to me and wanted me to come see them and update them on my life and yadda yadda and I never did. And I KNEW. I felt like in the back of my mind, I really should have called them. But I kept procrastinating and now they are gone. I feel like the worlds worst person.

All of that cliche shit about death? Believe it. Like you seriously dont ever understand what you have until it is gone.

Seriously if there is someone you feel like calling, call them. Better yet, visit them. Let them know that you care because you really never know if you'll lose the chance to.

I feel slightly abandoned lately. Like I haven't even gotten a "hey how are you?" call, email, text, or IM from anybody. I could die and I dont think anyone would notice.

Whatever.

birthday wasnt as bad as i thought.

i didnt get anything except head though :(